1.
a man on a blue moto is driving down my street. he doesn´t wear a helmet, half the men on motos here don´t. i get a curious glance - as usual, being the
only extranjera in this colonia. he gets a curious glance from me. balanced in his hand is a kilo or more of
unwrapped masa to make tortillas. he
stops at one house, rings the bell and expects the door to open; no one
comes. now what does he do with the
masa? was he sent out to buy the dough by a wife? a mother? his lover? and why
does she not answer? he sits on his
moto, masa still in hand, waiting.
2.
i sit in a patio in the centre of an old colonial house. it is night. i know
that, unseen, wandering around in the stacked bricks, broken concrete and
crumbling walls are cucarachas, ratones, and other night creatures. nonetheless
it is beautiful. water streams off of
one rooftop into the wating laundry sink. the over-flow falls into a ten gallon bucket. facing me, against the wall, are dozens of
buckets already full of water. they will
be used in february and march when the centre no longer has water of it´s own
and pipes must be bought and trucked in from the mountains. against the
opposite wall is a mountain of various things: old bicycles, a bedframe,
typewriters, books, a pile of old quarry stone now dust, empty spools of wire.
in each corner of the old house four seperate families have their homes. each
with three rooms: a kitchen, a living/dining room, and a bedroom. one neighbour is a school teacher, one a
small business owner (with a drunken husband), one a clown. this is the oaxacan middle class.
3. at night in front of santo domingo young people
gather. i sit with chema near a pair of sisters who frequent santo domingo to
sell candy, rebozos, and bracelets with their children. six year-old esperanza once sold me a
bracelet for LJT. i hassel her about it,
"niña, tus purselas no valen la pena. ¿por qué no vendes mescal?" she just laughs me off as another crazy
extranjero. she and her cousin and LJT
run around like coyotes terrorizing the kids hanging out. near the church is a young woman all dressed
up in what, here in oaxaca, passes for televisa fashion. she looks rediculous. she is lit by a large light atop a television
camera, another young woman tries to fix her hair and is shooed away. i am briefly secure in the knowledge that as
a foreigner i will not be bothered by this canal 5 crew. except that i'm with oaxacans. she wants to know my opinion on
multiculturalism. well she doesn't,
someone higher up who makes the decisions based on recent opinion polls
does. she doesn't even know what
multiculturalism means. where to start? i've clearly been picked because of who i am and who i'm with. i'm not good at the 10 second sound bytes
that canal 5 needs. there are many
cultures here, i say, but not much multiculturalism. i get a blank stare.
4.
there are cohetes going off. next door. usually they aren't so close. one explodes
and i jump. finally after half an hour
or so i get used to the noise and a series of 12 exploding doesn't even faze
me. it is midday and today is the 25th of november. there is a march to commemorate the bloodiest
day between the PFP and APPO, thousands are walking in pained enthusiasm
demanding the return of the political prisoners, the fulfillment of government
promises, and significant change in state politics. last year in the centre we closed our doors and
windows to stop the tear gas from coming into our homes. they said that blood ran on the steps of
santo domingo. this year i am drinking
beer and eating strawberry shortcake with a friend. and flinching when, from behind me, gunpowder
explodes in the air.
5. along the periferico the apartment buildings
are reversed: the penthouses are on the first floor. first are the shops which
are generally repair shops, concrete and building suppliers, camping equipment,
and hotels. the first floors have concrete
walls, balconies (for what i don't know given the air quality and noise along
the periferico), and large windows. on
the second and third floors the apartments are generally a little smaller but
still with windows and maybe even a balcony. at the top the apartment has corregated steel walls and roof, is smaller
still, has a balcony but no window. every balcony has pots and pots of geraniums.

