i will confess something. i am currently obsessed with lent/yom kippur/fasting. i saw some profound fotos in time magazine of all places. there was a food issue months ago. i am obsessed with food.
but i won´t talk about it, i will just tell you about these fotos. there were five i think in all, each of a family in their living room with all the food they would eat for a week in front of them. one japanese, german, sudanese, american and mexican family. with where their food budget goes, and how much is spent in total each week written up.
i´m not advocating a subsistence diet here, but the foto of the sudanese family, one widow and her five children, in front of their refugee tent in chad, with a blanket spread on the ground. on top: one sack of rice from the UN, one sack of beans from the UN, and seven or eight tiny paper bags with what i presume to be spices.
the other fotos were pretty typical for the countries, lots of processed food for the americans, bottled water for the germans, coke and fruit for the mexicans, and seaweed and rice derivatives for the japanese.
i´m not even talking about the $$s spent, but the food consumed. it really said something to me, that people can be so entirely ignorant not only of where their food comes from but how much they eat unnecessarily, how much they demand/expect to have available.
i love food, i can´t explain that to anyone, i would happily have a restaurant (and accompanying garden) and feed people for free just to see people eating good food, enjoying themselves, reconnecting with the ground beneath their feet, strengthening community, and securing local autonomy. or give food away so that people can taste what food should be like that comes from the soil that they walk on daily. or grow this food to have for myself and LJT and to give away.
ummm. i´m not supposed to be talking about food (it is a dangerous topic for me - i can be quite unwavering, adamant, fascist et cetera about the whole thing).
plus just coming back and forth from mexico to canada, i want to live my conviction that this is a country of wealth and abundance (and incredible entitlement and consumption) and we need to change things for others who don´t have what we do (including those here in this country).
so i figure 40 days of lent, or periodic fasting, or something is a good way to emphasize this. i haven´t found a way to reduce my food purchases to rice and beans - frankly i don´t think it is necessary or desireable - but do we need to eat so ridiculously all the time??
where am i going with all this?? i don´t know. every once in a while i consider putting LJT and i through lent, and also observe the food restrictions (i am a catholic at heart) just to emphasize how good we have it, how much we have to be thankful for, and how much more good work there is to be done.
i wish that i had a religious-free method to use to ground my convictions and ideals, but i have yet to find one. suggestions are welcome. and detoxifying is not the same thing. the focus needs to be on others, not ourselves. to recognize the wrongs done to others by all of us and to work towards a reconciliation. and with the sublime?
foto from: Hungry Planet: What the World Eats, Peter Menzel and Faith D'Aluisio




